Dear my blog,
It's been a long time for myself to not updating my own blog and as the owner, i cannot deceive myself how much i miss my lovely blog.
As the time passed by and myself was growned up to be such a big-girl while waiting the time to turn me into a 'young lady'. I've been passed many challenges in my life and wanna know what, it is the hardest ever since i never update my space.
Once again, maybe it's not for the first nor twice, but again, in my life, i failed in love, with the one yg aku sangat2 harap dia akan jadi pendamping hidup aku. Asyik speaking je, cakap bahasa sendirilah pulak! Hmmm....aku masih rasa detik2 luka tu hingga ke hari ni and demi yg SATU, i'd never can forgot about it. Aku tak nak kenang seboleh-bolehnya sebab aku dah nekad dgn diri aku yg aku akan carry on life aku sehabis mungkin. Just in an hours lagi, maka genaplah 6 bulan pemergian dia. Walaupun kami berpisah, tapi bg aku, ini adalah perpisahan alam. Woo! what does it mean??? It's mean aku dah pun menganggap yg dia dah pun dijemput ALLAH swt. ''Selamat Jalan tunangku''. Semoga dia bahagia dialam sana. Huhhh.... Berdosakah menganggap yg hidup itu sudah mati? Wallahualam. ~Ampuni aku Ya ALLAH andai itu sebuah dosa bagiku~
Now aku kena move on dgn life aku, masa tak menunggu aku walau sedetik pun, aku yg perlu mengejar masa. AKu dah terlalu banyak ketinggalan dlm hidup sendiri. Ya Rabbi....rugi sangat2. Hmmm....ni lah manusia, sudah terhantuk baru nak beraduiii.... Lumrah.....